28 Sep 2014 22:14 | 12 notes | Reblog

I'm over it

awesome-tenta:

I’m over it. I’m done trying to be well-known and famous on the internet. The harder I try to do it, the more miserable that I will become.


No matter how many times I commented or submitting to groups, I receive little to no attention. Lack of attention, comments, and…

28 Sep 2014 14:59 | 12 notes | Reblog

I'm over it. Time to be honest with myself

awesome-tenta:

I’m over it. I’m done trying to be well-known and famous on the internet. The harder I try to do it, the more miserable that I will become.


No matter how many times I commented or submitting to groups, I receive little to no attention. Lack of attention, comments, and favs pretty much shows…

28 Sep 2014 10:13 | 12 notes | Reblog

I'm over it

awesome-tenta:

I’m over it. I’m done trying to be well-known and famous on the internet. The harder I try to do it, the more miserable that I will become.


No matter how many times I commented or submitting to groups, I receive little to no attention. Lack of attention, comments, and favs pretty much shows…

27 Sep 2014 14:04 | 2 notes | Reblog

Do you ever get those times where you get discouraged or want to quit?

awesome-tenta:

Do you ever get those times where you get discouraged or want to quit? I get those kind of feelings sometimes. It sucks. Even when I tired my hardest and make an effort, I still get discouraged easily…..

27 Sep 2014 13:39 | 1 note | Reblog

I’m leaving.

awesome-tenta:

If I’m frustrated, then I’m gone for a while.

27 Sep 2014 11:50 | 3 notes | Reblog
awesome-tenta:

Janessa Niles Bust study
One of the digital paintings that I did a month or two ago. I never get around to continue to finish it because I don’t like how I did the face. The face is not cute or attractive enough. That and I’m always busy with my real life job and college work.
Anyways, this shows Jan working as an assisant for Mr Fortune. However, I always change things around with my OCs. There will never be a final version unless I’m 100% satisfied.
I admit this. I do want to do more digital paintings and go down in that route, but it can be so damn hard sometimes. I just need a mentor for these kinds of things.
Critiques and comments are welcome.
<B> Also, please follow my tumblr art blog and deviantart page. I can draw some really cool stuff and would love to have some support! <3 Seriously I need people to motivate me more. </B>
Programs: Photoshop
Character and Art (C) ME
 My profile on Lush

awesome-tenta:

Janessa Niles Bust study


One of the digital paintings that I did a month or two ago. I never get around to continue to finish it because I don’t like how I did the face. The face is not cute or attractive enough. That and I’m always busy with my real life job and college work.

Anyways, this shows Jan working as an assisant for Mr Fortune. However, I always change things around with my OCs. There will never be a final version unless I’m 100% satisfied.


I admit this. I do want to do more digital paintings and go down in that route, but it can be so damn hard sometimes. I just need a mentor for these kinds of things.

Critiques and comments are welcome.

<B> Also, please follow my tumblr art blog and deviantart page. I can draw some really cool stuff and would love to have some support! <3 Seriously I need people to motivate me more. </B>

Programs: Photoshop

Character and Art (C) ME

My profile on Lush
27 Sep 2014 11:48 | 1 note | Reblog
Janessa Niles Bust studyOne of the digital paintings that I did a month or two ago. I never get around to continue to finish it because I don&#8217;t like how I did the face. The face is not cute or attractive enough. That and I&#8217;m always busy with my real life job and college work.
Anyways, this shows Jan working as an assisant for Mr Fortune. However, I always change things around with my OCs. There will never be a final version unless I&#8217;m 100% satisfied.
I admit this. I do want to do more digital paintings and go down in that route, but it can be so damn hard sometimes. I just need a mentor for these kinds of things.
Critiques and comments are welcome.
&lt;B&gt; Also, please follow my tumblr art blog and deviantart page. I can draw some really cool stuff and would love to have some support! &lt;3 Seriously I need people to motivate me more. &lt;/B&gt;
Programs: Photoshop
Character and Art (C) ME My profile on Lush

Janessa Niles Bust study


One of the digital paintings that I did a month or two ago. I never get around to continue to finish it because I don’t like how I did the face. The face is not cute or attractive enough. That and I’m always busy with my real life job and college work.

Anyways, this shows Jan working as an assisant for Mr Fortune. However, I always change things around with my OCs. There will never be a final version unless I’m 100% satisfied.


I admit this. I do want to do more digital paintings and go down in that route, but it can be so damn hard sometimes. I just need a mentor for these kinds of things.

Critiques and comments are welcome.

<B> Also, please follow my tumblr art blog and deviantart page. I can draw some really cool stuff and would love to have some support! <3 Seriously I need people to motivate me more. </B>

Programs: Photoshop

Character and Art (C) ME

My profile on Lush
27 Sep 2014 11:18 | 1 note | Reblog
awesome-tenta:

One of the digital paintings that I did a month or two ago. I never get around to continue to finish it because I don’t like how I did the face. The face is not cute or attractive enough. That and I’m always busy with my real life job and college work.Anyways, this shows Jan working as an assisant for Mr Fortune . However,  I always change things around with my OCs. There will never be a final version unless I’m 100% satisfied. I admit this. I do want to do more digital paintings and go down in that route, but it can be so damn hard sometimes. I just need a mentor for these kinds of things.Janessa’s character sheet Critiques and comments are welcome.Also, please follow my tumblr art blog and deviantart page. I can draw some really cool stuff and would love to have some support! &lt;3Programs: FireAlpacaCharacter and Art (C) ME

awesome-tenta:

One of the digital paintings that I did a month or two ago. I never get around to continue to finish it because I don’t like how I did the face. The face is not cute or attractive enough. That and I’m always busy with my real life job and college work.

Anyways, this shows Jan working as an assisant for Mr Fortune image. However,  I always change things around with my OCs. There will never be a final version unless I’m 100% satisfied. 


I admit this. I do want to do more digital paintings and go down in that route, but it can be so damn hard sometimes. I just need a mentor for these kinds of things.


Janessa’s character sheet image


Critiques and comments are welcome.

Also, please follow my tumblr art blog and deviantart page. I can draw some really cool stuff and would love to have some support! <3

Programs: FireAlpaca

Character and Art (C) ME

25 Sep 2014 16:53 | 5 notes | Reblog
awesome-tenta:

Two women working together
Critiques and comments are welcome.Also, please follow my art blog and deviantart page. I can draw some really cool stuff and would love to have some support! &lt;3

Reblogging for the afternoon people. Also, please check out my works. I can draw awesome things! :-)

awesome-tenta:

Two women working together

Critiques and comments are welcome.

Also, please follow my art blog and deviantart page. I can draw some really cool stuff and would love to have some support! <3

Reblogging for the afternoon people. Also, please check out my works. I can draw awesome things! :-)

25 Sep 2014 14:20 | 5 notes | Reblog
awesome-tenta:

Two women working together
Critiques and comments are welcome.Also, please follow my art blog and deviantart page. I can draw some really cool stuff and would love to have some support! &lt;3

awesome-tenta:

Two women working together

Critiques and comments are welcome.

Also, please follow my art blog and deviantart page. I can draw some really cool stuff and would love to have some support! <3